Post by HippieChild on Dec 20, 2004 19:05:00 GMT -5
*new nme interview*
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from the christmas edition of the nme. 2 page spread, one pag interview- typed below and one page pic. dont pregnant dog at me over typos, ive just spent the last howlong typing this out on a keyboard that doesnt work so well. enjoy
Q- youve had a pretty crazy year. you were in and out of rehab centre wavelengths. how bad was it?
A- no , i didnt mind being in there. i just wanted o be off xanax so bad and i needed (lawyer) howard weitzman basically. (if id had him) i would have been alot better a lot faster, thats for sure. it took me untill june to get better and get off that nuts.
Q- how did you do it?
A- the truth is i just started going to meetings... like four months ago.
Q- four months ago there were photos of you being carted off to a hospital in new york
A- yeah, strapped to a gurney. off to bellevue, babe
Q- is that when everything changed for you?
A- well that was really extreme for someone to do that to me, i didnt need that. it was on my birthday. that was a bad thing. i could write a whole record about those three days. i was prepared to go to rehab but not to bellevue. then some not a very nice person called and said i was standing on the roof and i was going to jump. i wasnt standing on any f**king roof.i was waiting for someone to pick me up to go to hawaii and go to rehab.
Q- did the doctors sign you in for observation?
A- new york city signed me in. i dont want to talk about it. honestly, it was such trauma and you guys never need to see that on me. im tough, but this is some nuts the way they treat people. they didnt do anything bad to me but its pretty scary in there.
Q- so after bellevue you detoxed?
A- i went to this place called silver hills in conneticut
Q- what were you detoxing from?
A- xanax and codeine
Q- was it about you having an addictive personality?
A- No thats not it. i go to alot of meetings and they make me feel better and they make me get good about coke cos i dont ever want to do coke again. coke is one of those things you grow out of.
Q- you lost a lot of money this year, wat was that about?
A- a bank stole about $20 million and you can print that. howard has a really really scary institution of fiscal needs in his crosshairs and (he) is going to sue the hell out of them and someone is going to go to jail, if not one then more than one.
Q- was that while you were in a bad way?
A- no it started before then, it started in 99.
Q- when did you first catch onnto it?
A- in 2001, and how i got in a bad way was because i was going through some boxes and boxes by myself and i had no one to help me and i f**king took coke to get through the boxes
Q- boxes of what?
A- financial papers, i discovered it all. a whole two years was spent on coke finding this nuts out cos i couldnt get up to do it otherwise. thats the only reason i ever did coke, to f**king get through these boxes. they even used kurts moms house that i bought her to refinance $300,000. this is $300,000 i didnt spend. i thought "you not a very nice persons are so f**king ruthless, insead of skimming like a million here or there, you went after kurts moms house?"
Q- why didnt you hire someone to help you?
A- i didnt know how to do that.i just didnt know. the nuts was so arcane. (there'd) be like, $2 million loans from my bank account and itd say my name on the writ over 30 bank accounts. its crazy nuts
Q- so does courtney havee any money in the bank?
A- courney has some money in her bank accoun but not te kind of money for the style shes grown accustomed to. but its better to make the sacrifice and live with some reduced circumstances as opposed to saying yes and f**king conceding.
Q- your wriing with your ex, billy corgan. how are things going this time round?
A- hes mesmerisingly good and doesnt apply it to himself at all, but man can he f**king play. and that beautiful voice, honey voice. sooo underrated.
Q- who else are you working with?
A- we're writing with dave navvarro and drummer stephen perkins(ex janes add.) so its courtneys addiction. with lisa leveridge aswell. we're writing wit billy. we're writing wit jeordie manson (twiggy ramirez) because jeordies in nine inch nails now and he has a haircut to prove it. its like a very expensive black mullet. this is the room i had sex with jeordie in. its a well known f**king story! it started the whole three inch nail thing. out of spite, i deigned to answer the door for (trent) and he had a bodyguard with him and asked for his stuff. i was so mad i called jeordie and said "come over here and f**k me" and he did and the only reason im talking about it is because he wont ever stop talking about it
Q- how long ago was this?
A- It was eigt years but i remain a fan of reznor, i always have and i want the best for him. this was a long time ago. he went into a magazine around that time, and said "shes not pregnant, it would be the immaculate conception" ooh! ooh, motherf**ker! insult my dignity and then insult my dignity some more, im going to f**king spill the truth, whats the truth? call your band nine inch nails when you got what? lets just call it three inch nails, a little mean. maybe four and a half inch nails, but still, you know,i remain a fan and a supporter. we're going to go (to an L.A studio) this week - billy and me and lisa are going to be there and jeordies there and oasis is there and trents there. its going to be 'we are the 90's' if theyd thougt of anyone better to replace us, we'd know. like, where are they?
Q- how about the 80's revival, like with the pixies?
A- i dont know. im too self obsessed to think about anyone else except me and my peers. theres a lot of perennials and the only person whos not got their dues, is billy really. hey, i found out that me and billy have been bidding against each other for the last, like , five years on ebay. theres like 20 things on ebay and i want them all, all the time and there he is, this f**king guy that takes a ferris wheel paperweight and gets it up to a tousand dollars cos im not going to quit. i figured that guy must be really rich or some not a very nice person so of course its some f**king rockstar who has some disposable income and it turns out to be billy after all this time
Q- will you be getting a christmas tree?
A- Yeah. there'll be a tree in my hotel room. a little charlie brown tree. i found a house that i like, but it wont be ready by christmas
Q- what do you have planned for the rest of the year?
A- if i can write five good somgs by the end of the year it'd be f**king great and heres what i want to do for christmas, i want to play a jail at christmas, a womans jail. also, i want to meet nick zinner from the yeah yea yeahs. i want to write with him because hes a good guitar player and because i want to give him a shot.
Q- how long before you move to england?
A- all i know about courtney and england is i have a daughter named frances bean and frances bean has said to me for the last three months every single time i see her is 'when are we moving to london?' . ses gotton fixated on it lately. i dont know what it is, whether its a guy or something, but shes going to london next year and theres nothing stopping her. and when frances bean puts her mind to something it makes me look like pollyanna. it will happen.
Q- do you have a new years eve plan?
A- wat i might do is let frances spend christmas with her grandma, kurts mom. but thats her lifes dream now, moving to london. "lets go next year mommy" nothing would make me happier. so help us out.
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from the christmas edition of the nme. 2 page spread, one pag interview- typed below and one page pic. dont pregnant dog at me over typos, ive just spent the last howlong typing this out on a keyboard that doesnt work so well. enjoy
Q- youve had a pretty crazy year. you were in and out of rehab centre wavelengths. how bad was it?
A- no , i didnt mind being in there. i just wanted o be off xanax so bad and i needed (lawyer) howard weitzman basically. (if id had him) i would have been alot better a lot faster, thats for sure. it took me untill june to get better and get off that nuts.
Q- how did you do it?
A- the truth is i just started going to meetings... like four months ago.
Q- four months ago there were photos of you being carted off to a hospital in new york
A- yeah, strapped to a gurney. off to bellevue, babe
Q- is that when everything changed for you?
A- well that was really extreme for someone to do that to me, i didnt need that. it was on my birthday. that was a bad thing. i could write a whole record about those three days. i was prepared to go to rehab but not to bellevue. then some not a very nice person called and said i was standing on the roof and i was going to jump. i wasnt standing on any f**king roof.i was waiting for someone to pick me up to go to hawaii and go to rehab.
Q- did the doctors sign you in for observation?
A- new york city signed me in. i dont want to talk about it. honestly, it was such trauma and you guys never need to see that on me. im tough, but this is some nuts the way they treat people. they didnt do anything bad to me but its pretty scary in there.
Q- so after bellevue you detoxed?
A- i went to this place called silver hills in conneticut
Q- what were you detoxing from?
A- xanax and codeine
Q- was it about you having an addictive personality?
A- No thats not it. i go to alot of meetings and they make me feel better and they make me get good about coke cos i dont ever want to do coke again. coke is one of those things you grow out of.
Q- you lost a lot of money this year, wat was that about?
A- a bank stole about $20 million and you can print that. howard has a really really scary institution of fiscal needs in his crosshairs and (he) is going to sue the hell out of them and someone is going to go to jail, if not one then more than one.
Q- was that while you were in a bad way?
A- no it started before then, it started in 99.
Q- when did you first catch onnto it?
A- in 2001, and how i got in a bad way was because i was going through some boxes and boxes by myself and i had no one to help me and i f**king took coke to get through the boxes
Q- boxes of what?
A- financial papers, i discovered it all. a whole two years was spent on coke finding this nuts out cos i couldnt get up to do it otherwise. thats the only reason i ever did coke, to f**king get through these boxes. they even used kurts moms house that i bought her to refinance $300,000. this is $300,000 i didnt spend. i thought "you not a very nice persons are so f**king ruthless, insead of skimming like a million here or there, you went after kurts moms house?"
Q- why didnt you hire someone to help you?
A- i didnt know how to do that.i just didnt know. the nuts was so arcane. (there'd) be like, $2 million loans from my bank account and itd say my name on the writ over 30 bank accounts. its crazy nuts
Q- so does courtney havee any money in the bank?
A- courney has some money in her bank accoun but not te kind of money for the style shes grown accustomed to. but its better to make the sacrifice and live with some reduced circumstances as opposed to saying yes and f**king conceding.
Q- your wriing with your ex, billy corgan. how are things going this time round?
A- hes mesmerisingly good and doesnt apply it to himself at all, but man can he f**king play. and that beautiful voice, honey voice. sooo underrated.
Q- who else are you working with?
A- we're writing with dave navvarro and drummer stephen perkins(ex janes add.) so its courtneys addiction. with lisa leveridge aswell. we're writing wit billy. we're writing wit jeordie manson (twiggy ramirez) because jeordies in nine inch nails now and he has a haircut to prove it. its like a very expensive black mullet. this is the room i had sex with jeordie in. its a well known f**king story! it started the whole three inch nail thing. out of spite, i deigned to answer the door for (trent) and he had a bodyguard with him and asked for his stuff. i was so mad i called jeordie and said "come over here and f**k me" and he did and the only reason im talking about it is because he wont ever stop talking about it
Q- how long ago was this?
A- It was eigt years but i remain a fan of reznor, i always have and i want the best for him. this was a long time ago. he went into a magazine around that time, and said "shes not pregnant, it would be the immaculate conception" ooh! ooh, motherf**ker! insult my dignity and then insult my dignity some more, im going to f**king spill the truth, whats the truth? call your band nine inch nails when you got what? lets just call it three inch nails, a little mean. maybe four and a half inch nails, but still, you know,i remain a fan and a supporter. we're going to go (to an L.A studio) this week - billy and me and lisa are going to be there and jeordies there and oasis is there and trents there. its going to be 'we are the 90's' if theyd thougt of anyone better to replace us, we'd know. like, where are they?
Q- how about the 80's revival, like with the pixies?
A- i dont know. im too self obsessed to think about anyone else except me and my peers. theres a lot of perennials and the only person whos not got their dues, is billy really. hey, i found out that me and billy have been bidding against each other for the last, like , five years on ebay. theres like 20 things on ebay and i want them all, all the time and there he is, this f**king guy that takes a ferris wheel paperweight and gets it up to a tousand dollars cos im not going to quit. i figured that guy must be really rich or some not a very nice person so of course its some f**king rockstar who has some disposable income and it turns out to be billy after all this time
Q- will you be getting a christmas tree?
A- Yeah. there'll be a tree in my hotel room. a little charlie brown tree. i found a house that i like, but it wont be ready by christmas
Q- what do you have planned for the rest of the year?
A- if i can write five good somgs by the end of the year it'd be f**king great and heres what i want to do for christmas, i want to play a jail at christmas, a womans jail. also, i want to meet nick zinner from the yeah yea yeahs. i want to write with him because hes a good guitar player and because i want to give him a shot.
Q- how long before you move to england?
A- all i know about courtney and england is i have a daughter named frances bean and frances bean has said to me for the last three months every single time i see her is 'when are we moving to london?' . ses gotton fixated on it lately. i dont know what it is, whether its a guy or something, but shes going to london next year and theres nothing stopping her. and when frances bean puts her mind to something it makes me look like pollyanna. it will happen.
Q- do you have a new years eve plan?
A- wat i might do is let frances spend christmas with her grandma, kurts mom. but thats her lifes dream now, moving to london. "lets go next year mommy" nothing would make me happier. so help us out.
JUST UNBELIEVABLE!!!
U can Believe me on this, you would not want to be in her way. 
as he whined about how he will try reuniting the Smashing Pumpkins. all due to his being met by a yawning audience ::)by the end of his gig.
"I do wish I ruled the world,I think it'd be a better place".-Courtney Love